God was paying close attention to me last night and this morning. My findings this morning just made that for sure. God, leads you to different ways. In different things. Only for the best of us. Even though some may be really hard and some really easy and some may feel like a coincidence.
I have been stuck, on trying to come up with new post. I needed some inspiration. Last night (as I couldn't fall asleep) I was thinking about one thing. That God would help me get some inspiration. Something new. Something, Anything. Then I prayed, and I felt something wasn't right.
I woke up this morning as usual- a little earlier- but I did. And I was still asking God, to help me find something new, an inspiration. Something in me knew that it would be a matter of time I just had to ask, and it will be given.
"Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find;knock and the door will be opened for you. For everyone who asks receives; he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened."
Matthew 7:7-8
So this morning I opened the page o write a blog post. It stayed open for at least half n' hour. Then I felt that I needed to read the New testament. No not the gospels. But the letters and other books. So I go to Revelation, just to see if an answer I was looking for was there of a question I had yesterday.
Anyways, I all of sudden turn to a page in Hebrews. And the First thing my eyes lay on are the words of Hebrews 7:20.
"The Lord has sworn and will not change his mind: You are a priest for ever"
Then my eyes scroll up the page and it says:
"You are a Priest forever, in the order of Melchizedek"
Just what I needed. And I turn to God and I simply said, "Thank you." This picked me up, and put me back on track. I will now remember this line forever. And I will allow nothing of me or another to make me forget it.
Some people might be thinking right now, " Why is this so important?" Well this is important to me because I want to become a priest. I will tell you, my story.
When I was in Grade 1, ( I remember this day so clearly) We were talking about what we wanted to be when we grew up. And then the teacher called on me, and I said, " A Garbage man" (As a Garbage man came right past my classroom window) EVERYONE in my class laughed. I did giggle to. Then we got a craft to do, and that was what my table was talking about. What we want to do. I still stuck to what I said. When I went to bed that night, i fell a sleep so quickly, and I had a vision. A Vision, of Jesus telling my to become a priest. ( I had been always interested in what the priest does ever since I was in kindergarten.) And ever since then I have wanted to become a priest. In 4-5 years I can start my training.
But looking now, I understand more. I -think- I have figured it out. That Jesus wants me to become a priest because I will be one of the last few. ( at least where I live) and it could be my mission to spread the calling. To teach about serving God, in vocations. It has been tough already.( and will get tougher) With people wondering why would I become a priest. But I don't look on that. I look on all the support I have. From my family, from my church community, my teachers and the priests I know.
The Lord sworn to me, that I will become a priest. And he keeps his promise and does not change it. I will be a priest for ever. I will be long to the order of Melchizedek. And The Lord called to me. And I have answered. I did not harden my heart when I heard is word.
We are all called to serve God in a special way. We all have something we can give to God, in service or in another way. We are called to be a disciple. And to give something to God. We all take a part in his plan. And Jesus send his visions to all of us. Some early and others later.
Today, I had to seek, in the bible for the reading; I had to ask God to help me; and I had to knock at Gods door a bit. I am Called. And So are you. PRAYING HELPS. If you have Dream, a Calling, don't let others tell you it's impossible or you can't do it. Do it, and prove them wrong. Fulfill Gods Plan!